It's all about ps...

Will miracle ever happen to us?

2010-09-08T22:44:00.002+08:00

I hope grandma can get well soon. It really break our family's heart to see her in so much pain and enduring some much of suffering days after days. It has been a week since she was admitted to hospital and things are getting from bad to worse.

The worst case scenario had occurred and that is to mentally prepare for the worst to come. I know that life and death is parts and parcels of life but i just can't seems to get over it. Saddness still overwhelmed me. Although I knew that she had to leave us one day and why must it be now? Can't she stay with us for a little while more? Perhaps she will find solace in another place, a place that will ease her pain and where she don't have to suffer anymore. It might be good, I can't accept the fact that she will be leaving us soon.

But still, I'm hoping for a miracle to happen, hoping that she will get well again. Praying real hard!! May god bless you grandma!

Final decision

2009-06-11T20:40:00.004+08:00

I seriously hope i didn't make the wrong choice this time round, i have choose to stay in the current environment. This is choice that i choose and i told myself i must not have any regrets. Am looking forward......

What should i do?

2009-06-06T13:13:00.004+08:00

Should i take up the offer? what i really want? i really don't know, i'm not firm, i can't make decision and tend to sway by the options and opinions that others give. Im confused, really confused. Should i just go ahead or should i wait and stay in the current one first. The colleagues are really nice and friendly and i enjoyed their company as well but afterall it's just a temp job and i know that i have to move on.

You will forever be in my heart, goodbye Rocky!

2009-06-04T17:04:00.007+08:00

Terrible feeling! I received a message from cousin that she will be putting rocky to sleep today and i took half day leave to witness the process of rocky being put to sleep. Rocky was an abandoned dog and we actually adopted him back home and this was when we started to develope our feelings. When we brought rocky back home and we clearly knew he was an old dog, he might not live long, he had a tumour in his front leg. Despite that, he seems to have fate with us and thus, after much consideration, we decided to keep rocky with us without knowing this background and history.

Rocky was a very obedient dog and nice campanion dog to have, without and temperant. He was a shetland sheep dog and look very intelligent and adorable. Not long ago, cousin discovered that rocky was bleeding and he was then taken to a vet and was diagnosed with testicle cancer. We could have save rocky but the cost was really a major concern to us and seeing rocky was suffering, cousin's decision was to put him to sleep. The decision came only after much considerations, it was a painful decision that all of us have to accept.

I rush off to the pet shop to see rocky for the one last time. At first, i hesitate whether i wanted to go a not cause i knew i could not accept the fact that he will not be with us anymore. Although Rocky was really in pain and was bleeding but he appeared to look happy and active. Rocky look like he didn't want to enter the room and he wanted to leave that place and there was no guranteened that rocky will be well again after the operation. There might be complications and he might die at the operation table but rocky was old already. Although there might be a chance that after blood transfusion and surgery, rocky will leave but again the cost is really big problem.

I didn't want rocky to leave us and i really loved him but there was no other solution but to put him to sleep. I knew rocky didn't want to leave us as well but i'm glad that he left peacefully, he didn't struggled and left us.

Rocky, you will always be in my heart although you have left for another place. Perhaps, theres so more suffering for you anymore and there's always a place for you in my heart and you will always be part of memory. Its fate that we met you and you became our dog and hope you will find solace in another part of your world, without sufferings but only happiness! May you rest in peace and god bless you!

In memory of love, Rocky...

Dedicated to Rocky on 4th June 2009!

Mixed feelings

2009-05-22T22:39:00.006+08:00

Sometimes i really wonder, how ironical can life be? My 3 years of poly life in TP has officially ended with a graduation ceremony on wednesday. I can still remember vividly the time when i just entered poly life. So not used to it and there were times i felt like giving up and dropped out of e course. But i'm glad that i didn't and this is e result of my peserverance for the 3 years in TP. Well...i can say there's no regrets afterall and now it time to part with my fellow classmates. As much as i don't wish to and im left with no choice. It is now time to step out of my sheltered life and enter e workforce. Sometimes i really think im contradicting. When i was in secondary school, i wish i could go into poly real soon and when i was poly, i really wish i can graduate soon. And now that im officially a graduate, i dun feel like graduating at all, i wish i can enjoy more of poly life. And jus when i am enjoying it and everything ended so soon. Decision making is hard cos i dun really knew what i wanted, what kind of industry do i wish to go to? what kind of job do i like? Its really a big question mark to me cos i really dun have an answer to it. Im really aimless and clueless for now. But one thing for sure, im gonna miss my beloved classmates and lecturers, you guys will always be part of my memories and we gonna meet up real soon!

Confusion

2009-03-15T23:32:00.004+08:00

I hate to make decisions and i always do! Arghh.. Dilemma!!!

Finally, its over...

2009-02-23T20:07:00.000+08:00

Woohoo... finally, i finished my last paper today. I did a lot of careless mistakes duh though e paper was not really hard. wasted wasted. hmm.. so now im like considered graduated though not an official one. i jus hope i do well in all 3 papers.

Seriously, im at lost of what to do next after graduating as in career? im totally clueless and dont know which direction to head to. I hope i can understand myself better and zoom in to the area of my interests. Right now, i jus wanna enjoy myself to e fullest and take a break. I dun wan to be bothered by anything else, nothing! lol.

Hectic day!

2009-02-07T22:50:00.009+08:00

had a kinda hectic day, damn drained out! went back school early in e morning ard 9am and finish by 7 plus. As i was walking aimlessly to sch, someone shouted my name and guess who i saw? Surprised! i saw tiffany, my bball senior from yuying. i tout she graduated already and why do i still see her in sch? Reason being, she was going for takwando friendly match. Anyway, im happy to see her cause i have not seen her for a long long time already.

Spend my whole saturday in sch doing my netsec project. My team mates had been trying very hard to produce a demo and it was all in vain! It was merely a 2 out of 100% weightage and why are we still so much bothered by it. Reason being, we did badly for demo 1 and this time round, we have to make up for that. Final project demo will be on tue and submission of report will be on tue as well but none have been completed. Im more worried for e demo instead cos i really got no idea how to get it done! I jus hope everything will go on smoothly when it comes to demo and teacher to be more benevolent in accessing us.

while doing e project, we were calculating how much we could solve for CA and mine was pretty bad! =x cos i think i did badly for quiz 1 and 2 + PU1 and 2 as well. Broadtech presentation will be on next week fri but yet to complete as well. haiz... ill be getting my mcom quiz back on tue, i hope i wont do too badly cos alot of pple flung tat quiz! Alrite, im off to bed now. need to recharge my batteries!

Big thank you to all my dearest friends!

2009-02-06T22:55:00.003+08:00

I would like to dedicate this post to all my friends who attended my advance 21st bdae celebration. Big thank you to to you guys once again! I understand most of you are quite pack in ur schedule but nevertheless u all still turn up. From the bottom of my heart, i really appreciate it. Thank you guys for all the wishes, presents, ang baos and the cake ya! I really love it and last but not least for making my soon to be 21st so memorable. (Ill take my revenge when it comes to your turn) lol. So sorry that i din't have the time to upload those photos and send it to you all cos im kinda busy with school work. pardon me for that ya. Ill try my best to upload them asap k. Anyway thank you all once again!=)

Happy CNY!!!!

2009-01-23T22:44:00.040+08:00

hi! im back again, jus realise i have not been blogging for so long already. have been busy in sch lately. projects and assignments are going to be due soon and quizez are coming along as well. argh... why cant i just enjoy cny without thinking about all this. yup. i know its impossible to do tat. pardon me for nagging again.

hah. i leaving sg for msia on sun afternoon. haiz... i guess i have to bring my mcom book with me as well cos ill be having mcom quiz on friday. (10% weightage eh) seems like i dun have a choice, muz study liao. every cny also like this, cant leave without the books.

Attended career talk today and it make me realise that time is running out. graduating in less than a month but im still clueless of what i wanna do next. Everytime i ask myself this question, i always have no answer to it even up till this moment. skip tat again. cos i totally dun have the answer to it.

Last but not least, end with my class photos of the day... had our graduation and class photo taken today. bad arrangement eh cos it was taken at 12 plus and tats when e sunlight is so damn strong. but we pretty enjoyed e session duh. i only manage to get a few of the photos only. e rest ill upload it next time. Alrite.. happy cny everybody!!!

My beloved F605 classmates

spot me...

haha. this is jacky. suppose to be in e pic below but he haven finish his burger and cy dun let him in. lol.

cy and me

we're all addicted to jumping.... jus look at cy!

Alps cafe...

2008-12-13T02:17:00.011+08:00

Met up with olga, eleanor and audrey at alps cafe today but siow ting was not around cos shes still in china. lol. we will include her in e next outing when shes back! I met up with eleanor at ps first and then went to e cafe together. olga and audrey was late exactly for an hour or so? lol. so when they reach, the 2 of us decide to act a bit, and that is to ignore their presence but we jus couldnt do it. lol. Our actions jus gave off. Anyway, these are e pictures taken...

eleanor and me

me, eleanor and olga

haha. e dog tag was suppose to have eleanor's name in it. i think e refraction causes it to glow!

i took this photo for them! nice isnt it?

eh. wads ur probem? lol.

yup. we are advertising for them!

playing with fire...

and aud seem so engrossed playing with e cherry

i bet eleanor took this!

group photo of e day...

Finally term test is over!

2008-12-11T00:47:00.008+08:00

ahah. finally e moment tat i had been desperately waited for came, cos last paper for term test had officially ended. i had 3 papers in total, one after another. The last paper was e worst cos theres jus too much to study and teacher did not give any forcus area. It was the longest out of e 3 papers tat i sat for. Normally, i would leave e exam room ard 45 mins later but for this paper, i sat throughout it.

The past few days was indeed sufferings, busy preparing and studying for exams. Those sleepless night was most terrible, i jus couldnt sleep even when i forced myself to sleep for fear of waking up late and miss the paper. The studying til late night and waking up early in e morning to revise again. Terrible, utterly terrible feeling! But glad tat eveything's over. Goodbye to stressness for time being! =x

After e last paper, we went to have breakfast cum lunch at one of the restaurant at parkway with a group of friends. and yup, its buffet! Erm.. i must say its a unique buffet i ever had cos normally in buffet, we jus take wadeva we want ourselves but this particular restaurant, we jus order wadeva we want on e list of menu and they will bring it over for us. lol. or maybe im already outdated. haha. Anyway, we enjoyed it. we were playing games in e restaurant and yes its 'zhong ji mi ma' and a new game introduced by eileen cos theres leftover food tat we cant finish. ahah. The loser were both cy and me. lol. punishment was to eat e food!

After e buffet, peiyun and jacky left. The rest of us then went to a shopping centre to walk around to digest e food tat we eat cos we are simply too full! After window shopping, racheal left and the rest of us went to play pool and then head back home. ahah. i feel so much relax after e term test! It was fantastic and all of us had lots of fun! =) actually i wanted to post some pics but too bad, they aint with me. ill try to post it next time provided i have e time, alrite. tats all for today!

A date to remember...

2008-11-28T17:16:00.003+08:00

Woo-hoo! finally everything is over.Today is a super important day for me. its e aftermath of 19 weeks MP/SIP. 2 judges came over to our company to judge our project and one of them was e one who wrote e flavours of java book. lol =x stressed! while i was having my broadband quiz, one of e judge called and i was told tat our group will be push forward to 1.30pm instead. anyway i would prefer to having earlier instead.

skip ccom tutorial plus apel lesson after quiz and rush back to company to make e last minute preparations. my partner and i was damn nervous until i kept going to and fro to e toilet and waiting anxiously for their call. had a very quick rehearsal and some touch up on e slides and waited for 1.30 to come. The waiting time was terrible, torture lah and the judges was late for about 45 mins.

Everything was screw up lah. it din't went as smoothly as wad we expected it to be. database not working, final output could not be shown. argh... forget to show a few of e things that we did cos we are so nervous until it slip off our mind and at e end of everything, i ask e judges, any questions for us and u guess wad e reply was? "NO". i was like so shocked, for e first time in history, they didn't ask any questions during interview.

haiz... like wad my mp sup said, "anything that can go wrong will go wrong, especially at the most critical moment". Sir, u happy already lah, u have hit the nail on our head! anyway glad that everything is over but sad tat things din't work out e way tat i want it to be.

Before i forget, update to my previous entry. yup. i failed my napfa loh. sad lah. did pretty well at most stations and e most critical last station, i din manage to make it. of course it has to be 2.4 km run. lol.

end with quote of e day by murphy's law: "if anything can go wrong, it will."

Sadded!

2008-11-19T15:25:00.000+08:00

Jus a short entry for today, had my mcom quiz today. im so sad lah cos i had my calculations counted wrongly and not jus one part of e ques cos e whole ques actually links. e teacher idoilt lah, make e quiz so tricky. =x hopefully i dun flung e quiz, at least get some marks for methods shown. sadded!

This few weeks had been so damn busy. Reports, quizes, assignment and so on and next week gonna be e same. 2 test plus ccom report and mcom research!

Nafa test on coming friday! no more delaying. lol! wish me luck!

=)

2008-10-22T19:47:00.019+08:00

went back to school for e stupid 1 hour lecture today and den head back home. its like so lame loh but neither do i wan to pon e lecture even though its a 1 hour class. Moreover, only for this particular lecture, most of my classmates are in e same lecture group. enjoy being e same class with them! lol =p

rush home after lesson cos ill be meeting up with my 2 girlfriends and a friend of mine for lunch. suppose to meet vivi + yunru ard 1 at SP but end up was late for ard half an hour due to e lousy driver hoki, who keep getting e route direction wrong. Nevertheless, we still manage to get there and then headed off to turf city for our seafood feast.

unique seafood market

acting like tourist. lol. but indeed my first time down there.

yunru and me

me and vivian

something interesting! look at e screw in e middle. u need to press on it before e water can come out. lol.

we went to e supermarket giant after our lunch and came upon this very cute and funny looking fruit.

yup. we are shopping for groceries.

posing for e camera

while walking to e carpark, we saw this 2 lovely birds together

ahem. spot this!

On our way back, we saw several black thrash bag on e truck and we tout wad it was and conclusion, they are human beings. lol. all due to e heavy rain and that explains why they are like this.

us in e car

feeling back to school...

yunru who insists on a do re mi formation. lol. but lucky im not e shortest =x

We continue our photo taking despite it was drizzling. but e back ground a bit not right cos behind us is a rubbish dump. lol =x

Back to school...

2008-10-19T22:33:00.005+08:00

School gonna reopen soon. i was pretty much disappointed with e outcome of e time table cos i need to attend sch for all 5 days. how bad can this be? roar! due to work, im unable to check e time table personally so got cousin to check for me. i was really excited when she told me i attend sch for 3 days only and later receive a call from cy tat theres something wrong with e time table. i then check again my time table again when i get back home and this time round, i attend sch for 4 days only. den i tout 4 days? not too bad duh and 10 mins later, time table change again and this time i attend all e 5 days. roar! and wads worst was tat our class got dispersed into different classes. how sad can this be? They only start to separate us when we are in our final sem. even tough time table was a bit disorganized this time but still lessons were short hours. i told myself to think of e brighter side as I attend school only in e late mornings or afternoons which meant tat i will get more sleep but still, i preferred starting early and ending early. =x

As usual, i went to work today and after this week, ill be working only 1 day a week. yeah. so theres pros and cons when sch reopen yup. its a balance of negative and positive side. so at least theres something im looking forward to when sch reopen. hah.

went to city hall + penisular + geylang after work with yunru and hoki. wanted to go penisular to get a pair of shoes but too bad they dun have it. we then headed off to geylang. dun think far far away, jus went there purely to have dinner only. lol. i think theres lot of great and nice food down there. On e way there, saw lots of interesting stuffs. hmm.. how shd i describe e place? Overall, an interesting place and a place where i can find great food at affordable rate. erm. wads more? durian? hah. miss it this time round cos we are damn full already, perhaps will find another day back there again.

some random pics down here...

miss clarity cafe

me and my bunch of wonderful friends

Kenneth's birthday!

2008-09-26T01:44:00.035+08:00

End work ard 5 today. meeting e rest ard 6.30 at city link new york new york to celebrate ken's bdae. since im still left with some time, decided to drop by town to visit my friends and ex-colleagues since they are only distance away from my work place. Conincidentally yunru and vivi also are at town. went to visit my 2nd sis at wisma first, followed by wiyne at taka puma and den drop by to e counter where i once used to work at but only nora was there, chat a while with her and she got a really cool hairstyle. lol. went over to e cashier for a while and then visit ashworth counter. haha. finally, i saw miki in her taka uniform and she look cute in it! saw e alteration auntie and she still rem me. so happy. hah. i feel so great to be back at taka again!

met up with yunru, karen and vivi at taka before heading to city link. before going over, yunru and karen wanted to get a bag from taka square and end up e 4 of us each got 1. vivi and 1 were both psyco to get one. lol. and bcos of this, we were late for almost 1 hr before meeting up with ken, kelvin and wei kiat.

celebrated ken's birthday at new york new york and then went over to bugis to meet up with xiu ping. we then took a bus back to our territory at kovan and went over to mac, our old place where we used to go last time. sat down for hours to chat. waited for 12am to come and sang a bdae song for kenneth again and headed back home ard 12 plus. The rest cab home while ken, wei kiat, kel and i walked home since we are living nearby.

Happy Birthday kenneth!

us at new york new york

its candy floss!!!

look at wad yunru is doing! e always full of nonsense and yet creative ideas by her. lol

i think kenneth enjoy it too...

Head back to kovan mac, our old place. got kenneth to wear e birthday present tat we got for him. wanted him to try on and show it to us and he claim tat e shirt look like one tat pple wear it to work for casino. =x

me and birthday boy

me and kelvin

me and wei kiat. e 2 pink for e day! hah.

trying to act rock! lol.

accessories worn: vivi's cap plus her chain with love letter inside

kelvin's very yo-yo and hiphop K necklace

karen and me

karen, vivian and me

e 2 most alike dress code for e day

from left: e missing half vivian, xiu ping in e middle plus me

i jus realise i took a lot of photos with vivian. lol

me and xiu ping

vivi and me again

Bon voyage ting!

2008-09-18T00:45:00.054+08:00

haha. i manage to break my very own record by staying awake e whole night and this is my very first time. The first time i din't went back home and torn over at my friend's place. lol. while others are sleeping, i entertained myself playing with e com, blogging thru out e nite and playing with my DS. wake e rest up at 0515 and headed for e airport abt 6. had BK for breakfast and den send siow ting off. im sure all of us gonna miss her presence alot but nvm, we will meet 6 months later.

lol.

The pictures tat i have yet to upload during tat night and here it goes...

me playing with my DS with yunru posing

now its her turn, with me and shihui in e pic

from left: me, vivian, yunru and shihui

haha. do u realise siow ting was not in e pic? cos she was busy talking on phone while we still continue to take e pic without her. lol.

captured a shot of mao mao looking so emo, maybe she knows her owner will be leaving soon

din't sleep a wink tat nite. dun know why but was super awake while others are already knocked out. stupid hoki called early in e morning at 4.4oam which i remembered vividly. hello! its not even 5 in e morning yet and we need to reach airport by 6. so i din bothered abt him, wake siow ting up at 5.15 but she was still very sleepy. no choice but to wake vivi up since she was just sleeping beside her and get vivi to wake her up as well. so vivi was e next one to get up, accompanied me to e living room and we both disturbed mao mao, still sleeping to wake up and play with us for e one last time.

vivian says i look like a blind pple playing with e dog

me and mao mao

vivi who disturbed mao mao to wake up together with me

vivian and me

Departure to bejing

A few pple came later ard 5 plus over at siow ting's place and gathered before heading off to e airport. left her place ard 6am. spilt into 2 groups again cos hoki's car could not contain so many pple and so e other group cab their way to e airport.

Another last group photo before siow ting leaves

The departure

One of her friend who's going with her started to cry and so did her parents and her friends who are sending her off. But for our group, on the surface, we may seems to be very happy and joking around. its not bcos we are happy tat she's not gonna be with us for 6 months. i believe deep down inside our heart, all of us are really sad jus tat we manage to get over with all our laughters and jokes.

On our journey back home. Driver for e day: hoki on e left, its so kind of him to send all of us back. Thank u once again!

The mini honda fit which is a 5 seater car manage to get all e 8 of us in. lol

reach home at 8am. had a quick bath and den off to bed. was super awake and cant get to sleep but still force myself to sleep cos i hv not sleep a wink for e whole night. wake up ard 2 plus and stone for awhile. i think i have fallen sick already cos i have been sneezing for e whole of e day. i hate getting flu. roar!

=p

2008-09-17T02:49:00.021+08:00

Its 2.49am now and everyone is soundly asleep right now. currently at siow ting's place, torning over for e night cos we will be sending her to e airport early in e morning. a few of us had steamboat at her place for dinner. (our last meal together)

since everyone are sleeping right now, decided to blog since i had nothing to do. i wonder if i can break my record for not sleeping throughout e night. hah. =p haha. there's a bed fight right now? hmm. no. i should say shihui sleep with a lot of pattern. lol. yunru suddenly woke up and looked a bit stunned and shocked. i should hv capture that scene. lol. well... i heard it's a bit supersticious to take photo of pple while they are sleeping, so i did not. u shd have see her reaction cos its super funny.

say cheese!

heh. The resolution is a bit poor cos it is taken using a web cam but not bad duh. still can see our faces.

smilez everyone!

i think i look a bit retard.

Lantern festival

2008-09-15T01:24:00.019+08:00

Part 1: All pple gathered at my house before heading off to kovan to celebrate lantern fest. wanted to get some candles but it was way too expensive and so decided to find a place to sit down and chat instead. went over to ice 3 at chomp chomp.

My 2 friends introducing the menu

and these are wad we ordered...

Needless to say, this idea comes from yunru. lol.

Victim 1: Olga

Victim 2: Siow ting

No victim 3 but e mastermind! lol.

sok hua and me

from left: sok hua, me and vivian

There was a sequence that we planned for this photo!

smile with teeth, smile and dun smile. =)

me and my 2 best friends

Celebrated exactly an advance 3 months birthday for siow ting before she go for her attachment overseas

siow ting

i think we looked funny in this

a group photo for e day

haha. This is yunru's master piece for e day!

Part 2: we din went straight home after e celebration which ends ard 1 cos the shop was already closing and we din even realise it. Thinking that e night is still young and reluctant to go home, we went back to kovan mac again, sit down and chat til 2 plus in e morning and den head back home...

My 2.4 trial run!

2008-09-12T23:55:00.004+08:00

Argh.. nafa test is coming up and of all e category, e one that i dreaded most is 2.4km run. lol. cos i know im not going to make it. Oh man! my test date is held on e 2nd of oct and seriously, there's not much time left now. went to a nearby park to train a bit and cousin tag along too. hah. e both of us were like so last min cos we have been dragging this for so long already and finally we make it to e park today. hmm... needless to say, my stamina really drop tremendously. i hope by then i could make it just in time for nafa. wish me luck!

A farewell dinner

2008-09-11T15:07:00.032+08:00

Had a farewell dinner for siow ting at one of the japanese restaurant at the central.

and pple who went...

royston and sokhua

siow ting and vivian

yun ru and xiuping

me and hoki

kenneth and karen

The food we had. shared among siow ting, vivian, yunru, xiuping and me.

My every first time clubbing to zouk + phuture

ordered a bottle of martell with a mixture of coke and green tea and played with ODD or EVEN

spot me!

That's kenneth! cool huh.

cheers!

me and yunru

girl power!

stupid hoki who never failed to play with pple's mole

The very gay hoki and kenneth and i am e extra inside e pic. lol.

The last group photo taken before i head back home.

Its Superstars reunion!

2008-09-09T01:07:00.012+08:00

heh. the 4 of us finally reunite again. met up with ting, vivi and yunru today. It has been so long since the 4 of us last meet up and this time is due to ting going for overseas attachment for 6 months at china and soon and after this meet up, e next one will be after 6 months already. Hope everything's fine for her when she's there. hmm.. maybe i'll gained another china friend after 6 months? hah.

Dine at pizza hut and chatted for a couple of hours until they are going to close and still reluctant to head back for home, we went to another place for a second session and had selegie beancurb. did catch up a bit with e rest and there's always endless topic whenever e 4 of us are together.

Thanks to vivi, im e 2nd shortest! hah.

From top left to right: me and siow ting, bottom left to right: yunru and vivian

Da superstars!

e painted vs non-painted nails

Class bbq gathering

2008-09-06T23:54:00.008+08:00

Had a fruitful saturday evening today, attended class bbq in e evening at julie's condo clubhouse. met up with peiyun first on e bus. The 2 blur sotong us alight at e wrong stop cos cy gave us wrong info. lol. under julie's guiding, we manage to take e right bus and alight at e right stop. haha. A number of pple turn up today, was quite fun duh. My prediction actually came true, while bbq-ing halfway, it started to drizzle and den rained heavily but luckily we still manage to cook most of e food? As the rain was getting heavier, started packing all our stuffs into plastic bags to avoid our stuffs getting wet. Due to e heavy rain, it destroy e fire of e bbq pit and some of the food was left uncook and we need to call it a day. Nevertheless, we still had lots of fun, eating all e left over food that is cooked under e rain and playing with rain water.

My nightmare is finally over!

2008-09-03T21:35:00.006+08:00

hah. attachment is finally over! no more work, no more stress, no more worries and no more nightmare. no need to wake up at 7am every morning and waiting for 6pm to arrive. finally survive the 19 weeks of internship and i must say its definitely not easy but glad everything's over. so happy and i get my freedom back. yup. im release from e prison and now i must enjoy and make use of e hols to e fullest. yeah. =p

1 more day to freedom

2008-08-28T21:25:00.003+08:00

Yeah yeah, 1 more day and 19 weeks of attachment will soon be over. hah. im so happy and i cant wait for tmr to come. The last 3 days seems like eternity and so hard to get over. Had been rushing report lately and doing wadever i can before everything ends. Gonna hand over tmr and do clearance before leaving the company. i had been waited for so damn long for this day to come. hah. =D i wonder wad ill do tmr. gonna shut myself up at home, i need rest to replenish my energy back. i wanna rot and slack like nobody business. Hmm. coming up next will be nafa test. shucks! i know wad e outcome will be. lol.

Shagged!

2008-08-14T22:29:00.005+08:00

Just a short entry today, damn shagged today. I was rushing report for PR2 presentation for e whole day, which is held next week and e ppt muz be submitted on mon and i hv yet send it to sup for him to vet and go through. Time pass exceptionally fast today which is a good thing cos i dun hv e time to feel sleepy. i shall cont tmr if i hv e time. Alrite, im off to bed!

Down with 3 weeks

2008-08-11T01:07:00.002+08:00

yeah yeah. Im counting down to 3 weeks for attachment, so happy and i know my nightmare is going to end soon. Everyday going to work is like putting up a drama and everyday is an espisode and now im left with 15 espisode and it will soon be over. These few months was definitely not easy to pass by and i have yet to finish my task. lol. Im feeling e heat now. hmm.. anyway tmr is an extra bonus for me. Im free from work tmr. hah. can get to sleep late and rest at home. =)

=)

2008-08-08T23:21:00.011+08:00

hah. today's a good day 080808, nice date, month and year and of cos it has to be good cos its a friday. weee... im so happy whenever friday comes. I have been waiting so desperately for this day and since tmr is national day. Im free from work on mon. heh.. since its a good day, i dun wanna blog abt work today. haha. i found a new source of entertainment at work already, entertainment which saves money. lol. I chat with olga thru office emailing system. she really idea lah, came up with chatting thru emailing, like wad she say cheap and save money. brilliant idea! she entertain me and i entertain her. lol. i was chatting with her throughout e whole of yesterday and today, helps to kill boredom and keeps me awake. why not?

Had our OCP reunion today but sad tat a number could not make it. Met up with royston, rozzana, CS, sam and chek to seoul garden after work. Too bad siow ting could not join us due to stomach upset. Nevertheless, we still enjoy ourselves. We crap alot and eat alot and i was e first one to surrender. lol. I always look forward to gatherings cos it never fails to brighten up my day after a hard day at work and i always get updated with stuffs and all that. We eat from 7pm until ard 9 and den head back for home.

us and the mess we created

me and chek, e most funniest guy ever

4 weeks to freedom...

2008-08-06T15:14:00.011+08:00

Its about 3.15pm, i feel so damn sleepy especially when its after lunch time. Im stuck at my task again! i doze off while doing e debugging, decide to blog to keep myself awake. wad a terrible feeling, wan to sleep but i cant. Arhg.... Anyway im down with 4 weeks already, i got to bear with this 4 weeks and make sure nothing goes wrong. Perseverance and endurance!!! wish me luck alrite!=p

Whatever the mind can conceive and believe, it can achieve.

--Napoleon Hill

I simply love friday!!!

2008-08-02T02:06:00.016+08:00

hah. finally its weekend, at least i can get to sleep a bit late and most of all i dun need to go to work. Work is like hell eh. ST visited us today together with sup regarding on project progress and to solve the confidential thingy. I was like oh shit wad will sup tell my teacher about us? erm.. no progress, progress very slow or??? To my surprise, sup did say some good things of us during e meeting and explained that e project was actually quite tough, better den wad i had imagined. Somehow or rather, i feel slightly better after e meeting cos i was like kinda worried of wad he was going to say as there was not much progress on e output yet.

After work, rush back home and then meet up with siow ting to attend eleanor's birthday party. Initially, was supposed to meet up with olga first as siow ting was already in town. I called her but no one answered e phone and den i called her house. Her dad pick up the phone and told me tat she was sleeping and end up i met up with siow ting first before meeting olga and audrey. She was late for exactly 1 and a half hour... *feel like strangling her already* lol.. I then send a msg to eleanor and told her tat im still in company rushing project and maybe could not make it to e party and that i din manage to contact siow ting. haha. tats wad olga said, make her a lil panic and let her thought we are nt going and den surprise her.LOL.. Well. I must said i have succeed in doing so and she believe it.

Reach the place ard 9 plus. Eleanor looked surprise when we turned up and the next thing she know was that i play a prank on her. lol. hah. (if u happen to read this, im sorry for doing so) jus a lil surprise from us. heh, e once used to be auntie become more and more pretty eh, no more e auntie category liao, future designer instead. Haven met up with her for so long already and only get to see her during her birthday.(do we meet 1 year once only or even more den tat) Actually, most of us are busy with our stuffs and thus gatherings become less frequent. ha. I still remember e times going cold storage and hang out after sch, really miss it. did lots of funny things down there, with big trolley not buying anything but putting our bags inside and window shopping. haha. how time files.... Anyway, happy birthday eleanor, da future designer! lol. hope to see ur very own brand in future next time. =p

me and da future designer

Group photo of us

From left: me, siow ting, eleanor, audrey and olga

hah. spot who's e half drunken one?

I need a break!!!

2008-07-30T21:11:00.005+08:00

First of all, Happy birthday to vivi once again! Celebrated vivi's birthday at amk fish and co yesterday. haha. i guess we really made her very pai seh. lol. The staffs of fish and co sang a very loud birthday song and cheer for her and vivi was forced to stand on a high baby chair. haha. With yunru around, she's always full of ideas and her nonsense. lol.A total of 5 of us went which includes yunru, junyi, siow ting, vivi and me. Well. great night aferall and conincidently, meet jun wei at e bus stop and both siow ting and me got a free ride home as we are living nearby each other. =p

Alrite, back to grumblings and complainings again. I really need a space to voice out my thoughts. I feel so suffocated and helpless whenever im at work place. Project not much progress. Ive been like trying so hard to seek help from people down there but they are like not so keen to. Im really worried but i cant do anything. What kind of place am i in now? I think its even more worse than a prison. Argh.....

Long weekend...

2008-07-16T22:28:00.005+08:00

Humph... Alas, the day that i have been waiting for finally came. get to enjoy 2 days of off days, no need to go to work, and i get to enjoy my beauty sleep with no disturbance. yeah... but after e long weekend will be sufferings again. muz fulfil another 6 weeks of prison sentence before everything is over. I always feel so suffocated and stressed up whenever im in e office, thinking codes for e stupid program and rushing to deliver e output. Theres jus so much to be done and time is not on my side.

Finally get some outcome for my project yesterday and i thought that was it, going to move on, complete it and proceed to e next one but who knows! Argh... got e programmer to check on whether e output was right a not, and i thought i jus have to amend a lil bit and e task would den be closed and then he realised that was not e case. The fault doesnt lies in me and all thanks to their inability to decide what they want and I had to redo everything again jus because of their very constant and rapid changes. They are jus so fickle minded. Im totally drained out and tired of all this. give me a break can?

Weekend mood...

2008-07-11T14:15:00.010+08:00

haha. I blog this entry during office hours eh. I seems to be on holiday mood when it comes to friday, totally no mood to work nor think of code for my tasks. Weee... after this week, im down with 7 weeks for sip. so happy. I still remember e first time when im counting down from 19 weeks and now left with 7 weeks. How fast time files, but i wish it would be even faster. (got early release for good conduct a not?) haha

Hmm.. but as weeks passed by, im getting worried for my project as im afraid i cant deliver e output. Project is tough! Everything starts all over again, with no help no teachers when im so used to in campus. Down here really everything on our own, cant expect too much help from them and they are not so keen to help as well.

Back to counting down, a bit of maths calculation down here. Ahem.. Im still left with 7*5 days - 3 days (2days of vacation and 1 day of PH-National day) = 32 days. heh.. at least half e journey is finished, good good. I want to get this over fast. Alrite, back to work now!=)

The cute and irresistible chocolate given by a colleague

Thumbs up!

Big feast for lunch

2008-07-03T22:19:00.018+08:00

Had a splendid meal today during lunch time due to the completion of project. (but not e completion on my project duh) my partner and i only did part of the user manual for e project only and since we contributed something, sup extend e lunch invitation to us as well. We went to a very nice place to have lunch at bottle tree park restaurant at yishun. The environment and atmosphere pretty good eh, nice place for relaxing, can consider going there next time.

The scenery by e pond

and more to come...

enjoy looking at people fishing for prawns

e female prawns

That's e bottle tree

A total of 9 of us went and had a very heavy lunch, eat until i very full. lol. Food was yummy.We had shark fins, chilli crabs, clayfish, roasted chicken, steamed fish, the delicious fried banana and alot more and that meal cost about 360 plus jus for e 9 of us. A bit ex duh.. haha. went out for lunch at 11.30 and reach office about 2pm which means eat snake for about 2 and a half hours. lol. shorten my sufferings at office for e day. (^o^)

Good news - Mandatory vacation

2008-07-01T22:05:00.004+08:00

Hah.. Nothing much today but receive a piece of good news that makes me extremely excited and happy. Damn sleepy early in e morning when i go to work, sit for about 45 mins and my eyes were about to shut off already. That happens when u are not interested in something u like and i strongly agree to that. lol. Just then, WL told me that we receive an email from HR that declares a 2 days vacation for all pple on office hours and happy to say, we are also given e mandatory vacation. Actually, the measure is to cut cost for e company but benefits us indirectly. Who cares anyway? Haha. so happy until im not sleepy already, became so energetic after tat. lol. lalala. going to zZz already cos still need to go back to jail tmr and im down with 9 more weeks to go! =x

Great day, wonderful night!

2008-06-29T01:52:00.003+08:00

Woohoo! had a very wild night today. Meet up with yunru and karen first and attend siyong's birthday bbq at the park nearby my house. (So happy birthday to him once again!) Quite a number of sec sch friends turn up but didnt catch up witn them much duh. Yunru and me were busy playing bball with a few of our friends. Needless to say, the feeling of sweating damn shiok! Im still looking forward to e friendly game in sec sch, have been waiting for like 2 weeks already. lol.

There was a sabotage session when we are about to go back home. Karen phone me about 8 plus to get a packet of flour, so u can predict wads going to happen next =) so birthday boy it isnt my fault. lol. Yunru started with mixing e flour with water and soft drinks. Argh, u shd know how disgusting it was. To keep siyong off guard, theres ming dong and karen to chat with him and when he back face yunru, she just splash e 2 plates of flour at siyong. I think e flour got into his eyes and he went to have a wash up.

haha. Its not over yet, e rest told him not to clean up so thoroughly. Now, its his turn to get back to us. The few of us each get a plate of flour and jus threw in his direction. He then took a few cans of soft drinks and splash at us. We took turns and throw e flour at him and i was lucky enough to escape from the soft drinks but a few of my friends already kana. Some got splash with beer while some with soft drinks.

Just as i thought it shd be safe already, i went back to e crowd and without any warning, siyong just splash e alcohol drinks at me. Argh, my bag also kana a bit of e alcohol and i got splash 2 times. The rest then started splashing water with wadeva they can find like flour from e rubbish tat we throw? lol. Went back home around 1 plus and end up have to wash my bag cos kana with alcohol. lol. Anyway, i guess most of us had fun and it was a wonderful night. Alright, i shall stop here, going to zZz already.

Depressed, Dejected, Desperate

2008-06-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

There's just too much obstacles and problems to overcome. I've tried my best to do wadeva i can already but still, i just cant handle it. Argh, im going crazy and i dun think i can carry on with this kind of life anymore. I always told myself to hang on and eventually tat day will soon be over but when will it be. I feel so suffocated, i feel so stressed and Im so desperate for help. Im drowning. God, please save me!

Regrets, regrets and still regrets.

2008-06-16T22:00:00.004+08:00

I regret being indecisive.

I regret not making e right decision.

I regret not be being firm enough to stand by my initial decision .

I regret accepting e mission impossible tasks.

I regret making e wrong move.

I regret my decision to challenge myself.

I hate myself for not standing to e choice tat i made right from the very start.

AND now i have to suffer...

=x

2008-06-15T01:44:00.005+08:00

Hmm. tiring day, walk for almost e whole of e day. I went town with my cousins to get some stuffs but end up never buy anything. Instead we had sumptuous lunch for e afternoon and ordered a lot of food but we still manage to finish up. haha. After that, we went to it fair at suntec where it is crowded with lots and lots of people. Bro get a printer which serves multiple functions, not bad though but jus a lil bit ex. yeah. which means i also got a new printer to use.

After e fair, part with bro and met up with e usual clique. We went to one of e japanese restaurant at suntec. Food was pretty great and i think i gonna get fat soon. lol =x This is wad happen when u cant resist to e temptation for food. But nvm, i think i eat a lil more this week should be ok cos mum and younger bro went to malaysia for a week which means i hv to do all e housechore for a week. haha. doing housechore is also considered as exercise eh. lol. Argh... but no help from both mum and bro.=x Doing all e housechore alone can be tiring cos theres so much things to do to maintain e cleanliness and tidiness of e house. lol. Nvm. i shall tahan for one week then.

Stressed!

2008-06-12T22:00:00.002+08:00

I wonder if i really make a wrong decision this time round, to accept e offer of this company for my attachment as an intern. I guess i really make a wrong decision and a very wrong one. Theres no turning back now but only regrets. I regret on why i din stand to e decision i initially made when i actually reject e offer in e first place. I wonder how my life will be back in sch if i had not accept this mission. I should have stayed firm to my decision. Life's like hell during work and i dread going to work cos i know theres endless stuffs that needs to be done. Theres simply no organization and pple down there were so fickle minded, keeping changing on what they have already decided. But since im on this stage already, i can only put down all my unhappiness for e timing being and concentrate on the tasks that i need to do. Theres no promise that i can fulfill all e tasks required but i will try my best to do wadeva i can. Theres not much time left but with piles and piles of work piling up and up. I feel so suffocated and lost. I have no direction of where to go about, where did my motivation goes? Argh... Im so stressed!

Fire drill exercise in jail...

2008-06-04T21:07:00.002+08:00

Hmmm. how should i start? Well.Theres was an annually fire drill exercise conducted in jail today. WL and i were so 'lucky' as one year once exercise we also can kana during our attachment. lol. As usual, time pass very slow today even though we had things to do. We could not solve e problem and hence hinder e progress of e mini project tat sup assign to us. Nvm, anyway i will be going to sch for coming thurs and friday, hopefully we can do some research and get some help from e lecturers. Hah, finally can escape jail for 2 days, so happy!

Fire drill exercise last for about half an hour, upon listening to e attachment tat our block was on fire, everyone started to walk briskly and taking their own sweet time to walk to e carpark. There was so sense of urgency at all and WL and i were walking and chatting away as we proceed to e carpark with e accompany of our sup. Apparently, sup was trying to be funny in a way. Do u know what he ask WL and me? Hmm. He said "Are e 2 of u pregnant?" Den i goes like huh? He then reply, "if u are pregnant den u are exempted from the drill exercise". He really lame loh, trying to be funny but not funny at all. yup. Thats all for today!

Back to jail...

2008-06-02T20:31:00.002+08:00

Im so reluctant to be back for work today but no matter how reluctant i am, i still dragged myself up from my comfy bed to go to work. Punctuality is what i observed, i dun allow myself to be late. Im still on weekend mood eh, why does weekend seems to pass so fast? Monday is a bad day for me, monday bluez lah. Lol. Humph, every monday is the start of daily routine and everything goes back to square one again. Everyday is just routine work and i look forward to every friday. I just dun like to lead this kind of lifestyle. I report to work at 8.30 everyday and then i wait for lunch time to come and after lunch, i wait for time to be back home with totally no direction of what i want to achieve and no idea of what im going to do next. Argh, when will my attachment ends???

My body aching all over after e bball game of sat. muz be due to e lack of exercise and yes i admit to that cos i have not been doing so for very long already. Exercise is a must for every week now if not im going to put on weight and tats wad im afraid of most cos im sitting for e whole day in office. Haha. Last time when im working at taka, it’s a must for me to stand e whole day cos we are not allowed to sit down on sales floor and now I get to sit down e whole day (so contradicting) and yet im complaining about tat cos im so not used to it. Wadeva it is, i think office life definitely not my cup of tea, i still prefer to stand rather den to sit. lol. I miss working at dockers taka!

fantastic day!=)

2008-05-31T20:50:00.005+08:00

My day was great today. Met up with my bball team mates to play bball and quite a number of them turned up. By right, we were supposed to be in sch to play against junior but because of some reasons, the friendly match was cancelled. A bit disappointing duh.. But nevertheless, we still keep to e plan and met up playing bball at plcc. I cant remember when was e last i meet up with my team mates cos it has been like donkey years since we meet up. Its like everybody busy doing their own stuffs and so on and today was a rare chance to meet up. There's so much to talk and update on what e rest are doing now.

Im getting rusty already as it been a long time since i exercise and i cant even remember when was e last time i last touch bball. Ever since i graduated from sec sch, i have not been exercising much. I just miss those training days and pe period and for dun know how long, i have not been sweating like today. The feeling was damn shiok and i feel so refreshed after the game. haha.

Weather was pretty good today, not hot and sunny at all, just nice to play bball but its seems like going to rain and thank god, it rained only after we decided to go for lunch. After lunch, we play e 'number guessing game'. There were a total of 5 of us who play and we order a total of 15 cups of drink. haha. The best is yet to come. I kana a total of 3 cups of drink. lol. By e time, i finish e 1st cup, my stomach was already full and when i kana e 2nd time again, i struggled to finish e 2nd cup and e 3rd cup, my stomach cant fill in anymore and partner had to drink mine for me. haha. But e winner today would be meng hon cos he kana a total of 6 cups which is about half of e 15 cups that we ordered. lol. Needless to say, he cant finish e drink and olga drank some for him. haha. Anyway, great day today!=)

e 15 cups of drinks. power!

=)

2008-05-30T17:06:00.004+08:00

hahaha. Its 5pm now and one more hour to knock off time. I have enough of programming for today. I just detest it so much but i have no choice but to try and work on it. I just sucks at programming and hate it very much. Its my weakest module in fact. I always get very lousy grade for that like 'C' and so on and now i have to sit front of the com for almost the whole day and think of codes for my programme which is really a torture. Come on.. i need a break now ( give me a kit-kat if possible)haha. ya. im starting to talk crap now cos its going to be knock off time and more over today's friday and i usually get crazy over this day =) cos im going to enjoy my 2 weekends where i can sleep for as long as i want. But not for tmr as i will be meeting my bball team mates early in e morning to play bball and there goes my sleep. =x

My only source of entertainment gone.

2008-05-27T21:54:00.005+08:00

Argh! They disable my blog site and make it restricted and now i cant blog during working hours already, no more blogging anymore in office. Damn it lah! *roar* My only souce of entertainment got cut off. Seriously, i din expect this to happen. The fact the we have been blogging the past few days got discovered by someone and the next day we knew was, the site became restricted. Wad sia? They really feeling loh. Its not that we want to blog during office hours, its the fact that we have nothing to do, with no one bothering us and the only way to kill time was to blog. So what are we suppose to do now? Argh!!! Making life difficult for the both of us, lol. Fine. I cant wait for this attachment to end, get it done fast and once and for all and definitely no extension please!

Earthquake disaster

2008-05-26T11:41:00.016+08:00

I saw the charity show host on ch 8 yesterday, a 3 hour show to raise fund for the needy in china. I felt so lucky to be able to live in singapore where we are free from those natural disaster. The city in si chuan province where it used to be so bustling and now became a devastated one, so saddening. My heart really goes out to those children. As i was watching the show, i was touched by the scene of the rescuers saving the people out of the rubbles and there's particularly one part when there was showing a message left by a mother to a baby child who was 3 months old.

The message goes like this:

Dearest percious,

If u happen to be still alive,

Mummy just want to say that I love you!

I was so touched at the point of time. It is really saddening and heartbreaking to see the people down there to be in such plight. My eyes became watery and i get so emotioned. I, too make a call to make a donation. Amount may not be alot but hopefully will be able to help those people and may god bless them!

Early release in Jail

2008-05-23T01:41:00.006+08:00

haha. WL relates this attachment period as 'Jail' term and ya due to our 'good conduct' in jail, we are release one hour earlier which means we will knock off at 5 instead of the usual knock off time at 6. lol. Actually, its family day and the whole of the company is grant to go back one hour eariler. yup. Both of us were on cloud nine, so happy.

As ususal, we slack the whole day again cos basically, the things are still not ready yet so we apple leave to go back to school for 2 days for next week to pick up a new language that we need to learn. I miss sch so much and it is definitely much more livelier compared to down here.

After work, meet up with the same usual clique again, friday's a gathering for us. Meet up with hoki first and went ikea as he need to get some stuffs and then with shi hui, siow ting and royston before we head to botak jones at amk. The food is way better than tiamo. lol. Somebody took us to tiamo and i shall not mention name, who told us that the food was great and end up so disappointing. After dinner, it was already 9 plus, feeling that its still early, we went to ice age at serangoon to chill out while royston went to fetch his gf to join us. Afterall, its quite difficult to meet up nowadays as eveyone is busy with their own stuffs. lol. Coincidentally, we met merlvin and his gf and kenneth and his group of friends at ice age. haha. so coincident and kenneth and his friends table were just beside us only. Our group had a long chat session, reminiscences the days back at sec sch, the stupid things that we did. The chatting session ended about 12 plus going to 1 and then we headed back for home.

A new layout for my blog...

2008-05-22T09:43:00.008+08:00

Weeee.. I got a new layout for my blog. haha. It seems to be a bit too colourful but nevertheless the layout is quite nice, credits to WL for helping me with that. Yesterday spent almost the whole day designing and debugging e errors but sadly to say its still not ready yet as there are still some error that needs to be solve. It was another wasted day again and theres still no progress on our project. Although we did talk to sup about that and even had discussion and he told us he would give us the info that we need but then we waited for the whole of the afternoon as he din even get back to us. Im cant help but getting worried cos he was so like fickle minded. He din even allow us to access the code on the previous project as we are so called 'IA students' and told as that he will be able to let us access part of the project only, depending on what we are doing. Gosh, this is really driving me crazy. With this kind of working environment and 'high level of competent efficiency', i cant really imgaine!

Im so elated!

2008-05-20T20:43:00.031+08:00

Im so elated but not due to work is because i have received the letters from the cambodian students. lalala. Let's not mention work today, dun even wan to mention it. lol. Its jus another damn day. haha. I went to shirlyn's place afer work to collect the letters and read them on the way home. haha. I was smiling and laughing away as i was reading e notes and I must say i was really touched by what they have wrote. Although simple and some were very funny in way or another but it really touched my heart. I shall do less typing today and the message from the students will do e talking and i shall jus type it one by one the original copy of what they wrote, without correcting any errors.

Message from Methona:
Dear Teacher PS
How are you everyday? I miss you so much. What are you doing? You miss me like me. I wish you enjoy iand succesion in your life I made a painful decision from you. Everyday I study hard. I look a photos we took together I am very happy I can sit near you. I hope see you again and I will speak English with you. I want to say I love you! Thank you for teach me.
Are you tie a huge towel to your neck? If you see towel you will miss me. Keep it up!
Love and miss from Cambodia

Message from Sony:
Dear PS
Hi! How are you? I am fine here. How are your parents? I miss you very much. Do you miss me? What are you doing now? Do you know when you returned to singapore, I cried and I don't want you go back at all. Thank you that I have a chance to know you. You know I am very =) in Khmer New Year and I still miss you now. You know I love you as my sister. My letter finished.
Love and miss from Sony

Message from Sorn Son:
P.S
Hi my teacher I alway miss you every time I hop that you come PKH again. I really had a great passion in learning. I feel very happy when you teaching me and played games with you.
I will miss you!
I want to speak English with you every time. I love you.
From Sorn Son
Good bye my friend.

Message from Rom:
Hi PS!
How are you today?
I am happy everyday. I am study in classroom two at PKH Centre. I miss all of you much!
from Cambodia

Message from Lakena:
Hello te ps How are you i miss te everyday the same my friends me te miss me i near exsame so i learn everyday. when te go to single or my friends miss te and cry I went to meet teacher but me did cannot because canot fly
I went to te gave bake PKH center again I wean to face te again I don't forgot your face teacher very pretty I went to te zoo.....

Message from Saocheat:
Dear P.S
Hellow P.S I miss you very much. All time I remember when you teach me in class and I remember when you teach me in class and I remember game that we play together. I always look to photogrape and I hope you remember me. I wish you have a good health. Please god bless you.

Message from Chantha:
Hi PS
How are you? How about your work your family your study and your love? You know I miss you I can't forget you and your team. and you? I really hope to meet again and come come back, too. when you here you always make me happy. May God bless you and your family. call to me on xxxxxxxxx bye.bye!!!
Love and misses from Cambodia

Message from Channa:
P.S
Hello, how are you and doin what?
You happy or not? I am happy because I got your the letter. I want you visits me again. I want to studies with you and play game. You know, when you teach for me is very good. When you got my letter, I miss you so much!
I want you return the PKH centre again. The ends, I wish you good luck and very pretty.
From Cambodia

Message from Chivone:
P.S
Hello, my Sunshine. How are you? You are a pretty girl. I love you evey time. you are my life. I miss you very much. You are my best friend, and my good teacher for me. When I see you, I fall in love. I want to hug your body. You are my key in my life events. My class welcome to you everytime. Please see you a again. Good luck.

Message from Haolea:
Hi P.S
How are you? I hope you happy
what are you doing today I miss you everyday me good everyday
I always dream you. I miss you so much.
I hope to meet you again.

Message from Samnang:
Dear PS.
How are you? I hope you are nice. What are you doing today? I am study hard because I want to meet you again and say with you alot. you are nice and cheerful and also have a good smile. I like you alot.
Thanks for your letter to me.
May God bless you.
Love and misses from Cambodia

Message from Soheap:
PS
Hi beautiful girl. How are you.
Are doing now. You may be forget me, but i member you very sure. You are pretty short.
You are petite.. very petite
I miss you.

Message from Hao Pouthy:
Hello, PS How are you? I miss you very much. I want to meet you again. I hope to met you soon. Wish you happiness in your family.
You are my Sunshine.

Message from Sovann:
Hello = Miss pretty .PS.
How are you PS and me very happy
I miss you. PS so much. you are smart and thin. I hope that to meet you again.
I still have a good English and me now trying study English also P.s.
I wish you Ps good luck and health also.
and I want to go Singapore also.
From Prak Sovann xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Hero

Message from Nem or Tiger:
How are you last month?
where are you go to now? And what are you doing? You don't know? one day in this month I sleep dream see you wedding with me. I don't know. Why I dream see like this. I hope when you know, you don't to angry me. Pretty girl, PS, I hope which one day. I have alot of money. I will be visited your house.
What are you welcome me?
Love and miss from cambodia

Message from Sophea:
Dear PS
Hello, PS. I'm miss you very much. All time I remember you. When you breaked from me, oh ho you cryed. I hope you remember me. I hope you reply to me and all my friend.
Good bye.
Please God bless you!

Class of intro 2

Intro 2 teaching team - from left TC,Teacher Tze,Shirlyn,Hannah,me and Shaf

Another group photo

Thank you students of Intro 2 for giving me such a wonderful memory. After reading through each and every single piece of letter from you guys really rekindled my memory of the days back at cambodia and of cos i miss everyone of you. You made up part of my memory in my life and will always cherished and remember each and everyone of you!

Lazing at home...

2008-05-19T22:31:00.006+08:00

Todays a public holiday cos its vesak day. Wee... get to enjoy another day off at work. haha. i eat vegetarian for e whole of today, break record. lol. Nothing much for today, went sim lim square with my bro to get a router. Hmm... was suppose to meet up with ting then meet shaf to get the letters from the cambodian students but end up cancel cos i think shaf got to work ot!=( but nvm think i will get it tmr. This will be a shorter week due public holiday. haha. meaning i have to work 4 days only. *happy* shorten my suffer for one day, better then nothing. Thats all for today and hopefully tmr will be a better day!=)

Grandma's bdae...

2008-05-18T22:23:00.015+08:00

Ahah. today celebrated grandma's bdae, finally an occasion thats worth celebarting. We celebrated post mothers day cum grandma birthday. All cousins and relatives turned up and it was quite lively. The food was disappointing, be it the portion or the taste and definitely not to our expectations. Its not that i being fussy or wad but everyone agrees on that too. I doubt next time we will go order from that caterer again. lol. They are condem by us already. Nevertheless, the cake was delicious and atmosphere seems to be kinda weird cos we had neither candles nor did we sing a brithday song for grandma.

e cake that we had. thumbs up!

Its a must try. lol. Hmm. Luckily, tmr is a public holiday meaning i dun have to attend work. Heaven man. Im so reluctant to go for work but no choice, i juz have to bear for another 3 months plus, feeling loh. Think positive is the best remedy else i really dun know how to survive down there but its really a torture to sit down there doing nothing and waiting for time to pass. I think partner and i will have some work to do on tue when we go back office and the work that we need to do is beyond our job scope already but sup din even inform us until e colleague came up to us and we were told to do some scanning. They muz be thinking that we got nothing better to do down there thats why assign something for us but never mind we will do it cos it helps to kill a bit of time but jus dun held up too much of our time to the extreme that we cant complete our scope or else we will be most happy to help you. (as wad ST had say, we will need to run some errand for them) So i shall see and update again when i head for work on tue and hopefully it will be a better day!

hah. shirlyn and i will be meeting shaf tmr and guess wad, we will be receivng notes from the students in cambodia and i cant wait to see those letters by the students. lalala. I have been looking forward to e arrival of e letters ever since shaf told me that we will be receiving the letter via a singaporean who went there. And yes, i miss those students from intro 2. They really make my day and i was so upset when i had to leave that place. The notes that they write, even though simple but yet it brought such a deep impact to me. It was so meangingful. I never felt that moment before in my entire 20 years of life. I felt so much like a superstar down there, being addressed as sisters and brothers and teachers in class. Life down there was great, even though leading a simple lifestyle but yet a meaningful one. It was so much better compared to singapore, a hectic and fast pace lifestyle. If im given a second chance to go there, i definitely will.

Im so bored!

2008-05-16T23:34:00.008+08:00

Its another boring day again and boredom is killing me inside. Finally, theres internet access but i surf until sianz already cos theres alot of restricted sites. Im stressed! Im afraid that i cant produce e output of e project. Project scope is just too wide and its seems difficult and time constraint is another factor. Sup is not guiding nor helping us. Argh... i dun wan to retake module esp during this point of time when i still left with another sem of studying after attachment and then i will be officially graduated.

I had lunch at down town east today with a group of colleagues and had mac for lunch. Ahah, finally something new cos had not been eating fast food for like so damn long already. It was awesome. Why does lunch time seems to pass exceptionally fast comparaed to working hours where it seems like donkey years. ST will be coming later, confirm got alot to talk and we got alot to grumble. Project not making any progress and heard the first project report will be on june 11 and log book seems to be every clean cos everyday like nothing to do. Im really at a lost sia but who cares anyway. Luckily todays a friday, i cant be bother with so much things, jus want to enjoy my weekends. Heard a lot pple saying down here, "Friday has to be good" no matter how bad it is. haha. i agree.

Its an hour to knock off time. Had a very relax day, meet up with ST jus now which lasts for about an hour=>eat snake for 1 hour. haha. Looking forward to 6pm cos i will be meeting my usual clique to catch a movie with them, so hard to meet up every since attachment started and haven been meeting up with my superstars as well and i miss them. lol.

i miss sch life.

i miss days working at dockers.

i miss taka and friends that i made down there.

i miss eating at cine leisure during my break time.

i miss getting cookies from subway after break time.

i miss e life im leading last time.

i miss my superstar friends.

i miss cambodia and students from my class.

i miss e OCP team.

Finally i created my very first blog

2008-05-15T17:13:00.004+08:00

haha. finally i have a blog and guess wad, i created this blog during working time. lol. din expect myself to create a blog but its simply too boring down here until i got better nothing. The urge to sleep is too strong and i really cant stand it. I dun know how much longer i can survive down here but will try my best to get things done. From now onwards, blogging will be a souce of 'killing' time for me if i got nothing to do. haha. This will be a place for me to whine, grumble and to voice out my thoughts.

It should be working time right now and yet i have nothing to do at all. all my partner and i do e whole day was slack, sounds great ya but yet to me its really a torture. Sup din care much about us duh. Yesterday was a good example, we did NOTHING e whole day. Partner slept throughout almost e whole day until about 4 plus i wake her up coz it was like so boring. I initiated playing 'bingo' and we played until it was time to knock off. haha. its a good way of killing time and its really effective. Incredible man, i din experience this before throughout my working life.

Another day wasted again, partner and me got nothing to do. All we did was slack e whole day and temptation to sleep was getting stronger and stronger and thats why im here again. Apparently, our com got no access to the internet and luckily there was a nice colleague who did some configurations to the com and finally we can access to net. Partner was busy doing online shopping while im busy blogging. Its not that i want to grumble or what so ever, but sup really din bother us much. I took the initiative to ask him what to and apparently, he say say a few words and gave instructions that were incoherent. He din even give a start off as in what he want us to do. Im predicting that theres going to be a lot of last min work during the last few weeks which is not good as sup will definitely be rushing us on e project.

Haiz, i cant imagine what is going to happen for the rest of 3 months of attachment down here. Barley a month passed for e attachment and its going to last until the end of august. Days crawled by and time passes slowly. Ever since attachment started, i always feel so restless and lethargic. I always stone and day dream at work. The place i wanna be at after work is home and not any other place. I cant even be bother meeting up with my friends when i really wanted to unless its weekends. I looked forward to every friday cos i dun have to work during week ends. *happy* Tmr will be friday and followed by a long weekend cos mon is a public holiday. haha. Its half an hour to knock off time so bye for now!