I wonder if i really make a wrong decision this time round, to accept e offer of this company for my attachment as an intern. I guess i really make a wrong decision and a very wrong one. Theres no turning back now but only regrets. I regret on why i din stand to e decision i initially made when i actually reject e offer in e first place. I wonder how my life will be back in sch if i had not accept this mission. I should have stayed firm to my decision. Life's like hell during work and i dread going to work cos i know theres endless stuffs that needs to be done. Theres simply no organization and pple down there were so fickle minded, keeping changing on what they have already decided. But since im on this stage already, i can only put down all my unhappiness for e timing being and concentrate on the tasks that i need to do. Theres no promise that i can fulfill all e tasks required but i will try my best to do wadeva i can. Theres not much time left but with piles and piles of work piling up and up. I feel so suffocated and lost. I have no direction of where to go about, where did my motivation goes? Argh... Im so stressed!
