There's just too much obstacles and problems to overcome. I've tried my best to do wadeva i can already but still, i just cant handle it. Argh, im going crazy and i dun think i can carry on with this kind of life anymore. I always told myself to hang on and eventually tat day will soon be over but when will it be. I feel so suffocated, i feel so stressed and Im so desperate for help. Im drowning. God, please save me!